what am i doing in this relationship?it will not get me anything but trouble....is it love that is controlling me or just habit?or fear to stay alone? or what? somedays i woke up thinking is it worth it?does he love me? am i doing the right thing?or i am just going to hell? is there any hell other the one we are living in it now? or really there is...and on the rsurrection day we hear about , everyone will know my sins?those sins that i am hiding so well from everyone....
